WOW, has it really been a whole month since my last post??? Makes sense, I guess, since it has also been a whole month since I started working full-time again. I'm finally adjusting (SORTA) to my new schedule, but working full time is a lot harder than I remember it being! True, the last time I worked full-time I was 3 years younger......and didn't have a toddler to care for. But seriously, some nights I can't even summon the energy to pour a much-needed glass of wine! Oh, who the hell am I kidding, there is ALWAYS enough energy for the wine! My nightly wine habit is back, and it is SERIOUSLY effecting my bottom line, both literally and figuratively.
I am still supposed to be training to run my first ever half-marathon, but have not made time to run DAILY like I need to - especially since the race I originally planned to run (Disney Half Marathon in September) already sold out, and the only other viable option for me to meet my goal of completing a half THIS YEAR is to do the Fontana Days Half Marathon in early June. This one costs a lot less, and is an all-flat course, but how in the HELL am I supposed to be ready in just 8 freaking weeks?!?! GAH! I did another 5K race in early March, shaving 4 full minutes off my October race time.
Three weeks later I did this one in Palm Springs, with a goal of finishing four minutes FASTER than my new personal best time, but instead I added 15 seconds. I could blame the gnarly cold we've all been passing around for about 5 weeks now, but in reality, this was strictly due to lack of training. I only ran ONCE in the week before that last race, and didn't run well at all.
I've actually started gaining weight, probably due IN PART to the wine I drink every night to cope with this job (I might love it some day, but for now.....NOT SO MUCH) but in reality it is more likely due to the 2 or 3 times a week FAST FOOD habit that also returned when I started working again, and the fact that my workouts are inconsistent at best. I weighed 272 lbs when I signed up for Valley's Biggest Loser last summer, and finished the 3 month contest in December weighing 218. I got down below 215 once or twice, but have mostly bounced between 216 and 220 since December. Today, I weigh 225 stark naked. :( I am SOOOOO not willing to ever go back to being that WHALE that I was for more than ten freaking years! I'm doing an informal weight loss competition with a couple of girls from work - we each put in $20 and weighed in this week, and we'll weigh in again May 1 - the person who loses the highest PERCENTAGE of their weight will keep all the cash. I'm hoping my competitive self will now come out and kick the crap out my stressed-out-emotional-eating self. That fat bitch has NO PLACE in my new life!
Speaking of my new life.......
My hubs has been home for a few weeks, and is making some progress. I wish I could say everything is GREAT now that he's in counseling, but that would be a blatant lie. In truth, some days feel WORSE than before, but mostly we are at least moving forward. Sometimes we are INCHING forward, but still moving forward.
Remember that "Ugliest Backyard" contest I asked you all to help me with back in January? Well I WON, with 40% more votes than the next nearest contender!!!!! The prize was $5000 in goods & services from System Pavers, which was exactly how much we were 'short' when we had them out for a bid in December. Thanks to that contest, we were finally able to move forward with our patio project, and my back patio went from this:
AWESOME, right? The yard is not completely done, but the System Pavers portion is.....it only took them 2 1/2 days!!! The air conditioner unit has been moved back to its spot since this picture was taken, and we've built planters all around the fence, and put in a lemon tree and an orange tree. Now I need to finish building Bobblehead's custom sandbox, and put up a fence in the dirt side-yard for my doggy, and then of course add some actual patio furniture. My new neighbors might also sell me their granite-topped BBQ island that they had from their old house, since it is too big for their new backyard. If not, we still at least have a cart-style gas BBQ in good condition, so we can start grilling ALL. THE. TIME. :)
Bobblehead already LOVES this new living space, and SO DO I! So, bloggy friends, thank you SO MUCH for voting for my hideous backyard!
So, lets see....New job, new backyard, and new start with hubby. Now I just need a new dose of MOTIVATION to lose weight, and I'll be all set, right? Well, my 38th birthday is four weeks away, and that was originally my goal date for reaching my GOAL WEIGHT of 145 lbs.....clearly not gonna make that, but since the date is approaching, maybe I will use THAT for some pressure/motivation.
I'll try to update you all here BEFORE that, but if I don't, well be sure to check back here after I turn 38!