Listen to this playlist: linkup week 4

Fourth week for this linkup, YAY!  If you have not already linked up, head over to Amber's page and link up, post a song that moves you right now. Be sure to check out the other awesome bloggers and the songs they're feeling right now.

This week's linkup song was a tough choice for me, because I have been SOOOOO moody lately.  I already changed my mind about my song five times just in the last hour, but finally settled on one that has been on 'repeat' in my CD player a lot this week - especially today.

This version of "Ave Maria" makes me feel, well, purposeful in loving my husband. It reminds me that I am MEANT for this life, just as he is meant for me.  We almost called it quits a couple years ago.  I finally turned to prayer, desperate for some answer to the burning question, 'where do I go from here?'.  The resounding answer to that prayer was that I was supposed to take hubby back.  That I belong with him.  I continue to ask God "WHY?" -not just on the bad days- but so far no answer there.  I am thankful that I listened to the answer to that prayer, and am STILL LISTENING in case the man upstairs ever wants to tell me WHY I am supposed to be with this man.

For now, songs like this one just remind me that I am SUPPOSED to be right where I am right now.

Oh, and its fun to sing along to (for me, at least).

I love the part where she says "I've been alone, when surrounded by friends - how could the silence be so loud? But I still go on, knowing that I've got you. There's only us when the lights go down."